Memories on Super Bowl Sunday

This is my dad and his sister Magnhild.  Two peas in a pod they were.  Today I got to talk about my dad a lot and hear lots of fun memories and little anecdotes from his best friends, Kate & Ted.  Since I’m back on the east coast I wanted to take some time to come down to North Carolina to see them.  So, I’m typing this from their house, sitting on the bed my dad slept in when he would visit them.  Being around them is awesome because I absolutely feel like a piece of my dad is with them.  Kate and my dad were both born/raised on the same island off the northern coast of Norway.  Not only were they great friends – but the heritage and cultural similarities make me feel closer to him.  It’s hard to believe he’s been gone since 1997.  I miss him.  So much.

I am so thankful I am here in NC with Kate and Ted and am looking forward to more sharing and smiling tomorrow.  At this moment though…my eyes are filled with tears remembering him and wishing to hear his voice and feel myself wrapped in a bear hug.

I hope you all had a wonderful Super Bowl Sunday and that you spent it with family and friends.  Cherish them and the memories you created.

Greetings from the Road!

Hello everyone!  I know.  I’ve not lived up to my part of the bargain when it comes to writing posts!  I have been beyond busy with the business I’ve started, a full time job and life.  Not really an excuse though, because this blog…and you…are a critical part of my support system, keeping me accountable and requiring me to “check-in” on a daily basis.  I’m on the road right now for work, vacation and a conference – on of my goals on this trip is to get back in the swing of things when it comes to my writing!  So…that being said…keep me accountable!

I was back to a great start at the beginning of the year with no sugar, no gluten – I was taking my new supplements for the TLS weight loss plan – but then I started having an allergic reaction to a drug my doctor put me on.  That ended up driving me bonkers with itching and mouth hives ( I know – not fun).  So – they took me off of everything I’d been taking.  That means right now, no supplements either.  :-(   I wasn’t doing so good on no carbs though.  Then right at the end of the month – I had a little gluten and sugar.  Yuck.  Could I feel it!  Not worth it.

Now…I just found out this week that a friend of mine is taking me on a cruise she won!  How exciting.  And scary.  That means a swimsuit in one month!  I have got to crack down and exercise up a storm in the next 30 days.   Another reason for me to be back to communicating with all of you.

I hope you are all well and I think you for your patience with me!

Where Have I Been?

Seriously? 

I got so off track!  I had such an amazing first 365 day journey – no cheating on my no sugar, gluten or cheese.  When I started my second round – I got off track.  Part of it for me was choosing the 4HB plan.  Don’t get me wrong – it’s a great plan.  Just not for me.  Having a cheat day once a week was not good for me.  After awhile – I tried to change it up and do Primal…but at that point – I was already “off”.  I was eating some gluten and sugar.  I also looked at what else was missing.  Accountability.  That worked really well for me the first time.  So – I’m bringing it back.

I decided the best thing for me to do was begin a NEW 365 journey effective 12/8/11.  I am 7 days in to that and doing great!  The deal for this 365 – NO GLUTEN, NO REFINED SUGAR and I’m doing the Transitions Lifestyle Weight Loss Program with my coach Jorji Jett.  The plan is low glycemic and incredibly close to the Primal/Paleo lifestyles.  Having a coach gives me an extra accountability and she is being tough!

I’m starting back up with my personal trainer, Shannon Miller.  She’s going to kick my booty.  Which I desperately need!

I just turned 40 and so far it’s  been awesome.  I’m looking forward to my 40′s – they will be my best decade yet.  Best part – I’ll be healthy to enjoy it. 

Tired…but Posting

Ok….I’ve made a promise to be blogging regularly again – so here goes.  It’ll be short, but I’m here.

Good day. Productive day.  Long day.  Plethora of meetings.

Too much work…not enough play.

Ate ok today.  Not great – but ok.  Incorporated a protein shake this morning and that was nice.  Tomorrow it’s off to ClubSport for me for a 5pm TRX session.  Shannon is going to kick my butt!

Hope you are all well, safe and may you have a wonderful week!

Changes Afoot…

So…I mentioned on FB that I was moving away from the 4HB and more towards a Paleo/Primal Blueprint type food plan.  Regardless – I am going to say no sugar/no gluten.  Which I said – but somehow I didn’t keep the same mental idea of last year where it was a given that those two were NEVER.  So – that is the plan.  No sugar, no gluten.

I have picked up the book for The Primal Blueprint and have begun to read it.  I have friends that are doing this who LOVE it and who are seeing great results.   One thing that will be a little difficult is the fact that there are very few carbs.  That’s ok though – that’s what  I need to hit my goal of Fit, Flirty, Forty & Fabulous in December.  Given what I was able to do during my first 365 days, I KNOW I am capable of this – I just have to PUSH myself harder.

Two things the Primal Blueprint talks about getting enough of is sleep and sun.  I have been working on getting more sleep this past week and it’s helping.  Sun – well, if the Pacific NW summer was cooperating, that would be a little easier.  I am still getting out in it as much as I can for some natural Vitamin D.  I’m beginning to have a nice tan to show that I’m truly doing it.

The focus this next week is to get on the workout schedule – a more consistent sleep schedule and to get out in the sun each day this week. (that is if the current weather report holds!)

Weight Loss Update

Unfortunately not much to report here.  I’ve been at a plateau.  Sucks.  I’m scheduling another Dr.’s visit here shortly…need to figure out if part of this is from the polycystic ovarian syndrome (insulin resistance).   I do know that I have got to push the workouts harder – and thanks to Shannon (the personal trainer) – we are going to begin really ramping this up.  Be prepared to see posts of me bemoaning some sore muscles.  I made the mistake of telling her that it is ok if she has to scrape me off the floor after our workouts.  She smiled and said she’d remember that.

I also know I need to get super strict on food again.  I will.

Missing…

Yep.  That’s me.  I’ve been missing.  Missing from the blog.  Missing some of my exercising and healthy eating…but mostly missing from the blog..ok, and Facebook…and Twitter.  I’m sorry.  I know some of you out there find this blog such an inspiration and others read it just to root me on in my endeavor towards health.  I’ve let you down…but on another level I’ve let myself down.  By not blogging – I have negated some of my healthy habits since there hasn’t been as much accountability with you all.  It’s time to reset things.  Feel free in the future if I go missing again – to ask where I am…what’s up…why I’m not posting.

Overall – even though I haven’t been blogging, I’ve still been eating well most of the time.  I had 2 off weeks in there where I made some unhealthy choices – but I paid the price.  With headaches, lethargy and joint pain.  Just a reminder of why I prefer eating healthier.  It’s like fuel in your car – it functions better when you put in the better gasoline, when you don’t clog the lines.  When you feed your body unhealthy stuff – it shows in performance ability.  I LOVE it when I’m consistently eating well – then I have more energy to exercise – which in turn makes me feel even better.

Exercise…ok…there’s another issue.  I have been in the gym much more – but it goes in spurts.  Why?  Because I am not making it a priority, an unconditional part of my week.  I have been so busy with other things – my job, the new company I’ve started, my volunteering, life -  I’ve scheduled my workouts around those things.  When in reality what I need to do is scheduled SET times for getting to the gym and schedule everything else around that.  Not only will it help me with the health goals, but it will help me keep my sanity amongst a busy schedule.   I KNOW this.

I’ve set my schedule on my calendar now.  Tuesday and Thursday at 5PM – I will be taking TRX with Shannon  – my trainer at ClubSport.  It’s an awesome hardcore class that’s just 30 minutes.  Those two will be the un-moveable workouts.  I will also do 2 other workouts during the week – but those I will assess each week with regards to scheduled events/work.

I’ll stay consistent blog friends!  Just had to hit the reset button.

MOVE

“Movement is a medicine for creating change in a person’s physical, emotional, and mental states.” ~ Carol Welch

My one word.  At the beginning of this year I joined thousands of others who chose “one word” to represent this year.  I chose “MOVE”.  I feel this word applies for me across the board.

For the weight loss – MOVE:  exercise, be active
For my writing – MOVE: my fingers – get typing!
For my life – MOVE: propel forward, act, be proactive in all

Definitions for “move”

to advance or progress

to change from one place or position to another.
to set or keep in motion
to prompt, actuate, or impel to some action

an action toward an objective or goal;

advancing; progressing
busy; active
to begin to act
the act of moving; movement

I want to do/be all of the above.  In all areas of my life.  The physical, spiritual, mental and emotional.  I want to be improving, moving, progressing, learning – always!  It is easy to get stagnant, stuck, to become immovable.  I was for so long in my life – but for the last year and a half I have proactively chosen to move forward.  To move.  To grow.  It has felt great – and continues to feel amazing.  I want to keep moving.  Keep growing.  Grow in the depth of who I am – in all areas of my life.

“It takes a lot of courage to release the familiar and seemingly secure, to embrace the new. But there is no real security in what is no longer meaningful. There is more security in the adventurous and exciting, for in movement there is life, and in change there is power.” ~ Alan Cohen
“Change means movement. Movement means friction. Only in the frictionless vacuum of a nonexistent abstract world can movement or change occur without that abrasive friction of conflict.”  ~ Saul Alinsky

There’s a song by Group 1 Crew called “Movin”…it’s one I love the lyrics to…here’s just a sampling…

On your mark, get set, here we go
Time to make your future unfold
And put aside what’s killing growth
You know what’s best for ya so let’s go
Holla back if you really feel me
Holla back now if you are with me
No time to waste the clock is tickin’
Enough wishin the wells out of commission It ain’t no superstition No need to make your prediction Your destiny is in your possession How bad u want it is the question
If you really wanna move you got to get movin’(movin, movin), got to get movin’, nothin left to do except to just do it (do it, do it), got to just do it., if you want it want it go and go and get it get it, you don’t have to wait anymore I can hear him calling, step through the door, where anything is possible

WHAT’S YOUR ONE WORD?

Stomach Flu Forced 4HB Hiatus

YUCK!  I haven’t had a stomach flu in years.  I’ve been super nauseous since Tuesday afternoon, with stomach pains etc…  If it’s not better tomorrow I’m going to have to visit the doctor.  Given the inability to eat much of anything or even want to – I’ve had to take a “hiatus” from the 4HB. Which feels horrible – like I’m “cheating’…but I’m not.  I’m nursing ginger ale, GF table crackers, apple sauce, rice…bland, bland, bland.  I’m actually losing some weight thanks to this little flu, but still.  My first 365 days I didn’t cheat at ALL on my no gluten, no sugar, no cheese.  So, this feels like I’m betraying my promise a bit.

My friends and family though have pointed out that they KNOW I am capable of not “cheating”, that I have incredible resolve, that I am not making up some excuse just to eat crackers and have ginger ale.  :-)    I know that…just feels a bit odd.  I’m hoping I’ll be feeling better by tomorrow because this is such a crappy feeling.

My mom was awesome coming over last night bringing me ginger ale, crackers, applesauce and she also brought a beautiful bouquet of iris & peonies!  I made it through today and then tonight a wonderful friend brought over some more ginger ale and made me laugh which helped me feel a bit better too.

I promise I’ll  be back on the strict 4HB as soon as I possibly can!

Note to Self…

I know better!

My first 365 days I learned I needed balance.  That exercise was crucial to managing the stress of everyday life and certainly moved the weight loss along.  I know how important self care is.  I KNOW these things.  So, why aren’t I better at executing?

Yes, I’m busy.

Aren’t we all?  I am better at managing a busy schedule when I exercise and get better sleep.  I KNOW THAT!

So, what’s my problem?

Simply?  I just got too busy for a little while.  I stopped “breathing”.  I just kept barreling forward.

What happened?

I hit the proverbial wall last Sunday.  I swear that sucker slammed up in front of me without me even having a moment to swerve out of its way!  So.  I had to do some evaluating.

What do I need to do?

SCHEDULE, SCHEDULE, SCHEDULE!  That means use my calendars – schedule the work I need to do so that my time is more focused.  Schedule my gym time so it’s a priority…I know the exercise helps manage stress and makes handling a busy schedule so much easier.  Quiet time…to just be, read, pray.

Have I done that?

I’ve been MUCH better this past week.  3 times to ClubSport.  I already had a “staycation” planned so I’ve been relaxing, reading, getting to the gym.  Let me tell you – with a few things that have happened this past week – I needed to be doing all of these.  I still have today and tomorrow off from my job so I have my days planned to be restful, productive and fun.

What do you do to manage a busy, hectic schedule?